 |
| RANDOM PHOTO OF ME TRYING TO GET A BUG OUT OF MY HAIR LOL |
Hey there guys! I want to talk to you today about my hair, a bit of a random subject maybe, but I feel like talking about it. As you guys can probably tell by this photo, that yes, I am ginger! Sometimes I feel really lucky to have this colour hair as I find it so beautiful, but then sometimes I wish I could just go out to the hairdressers or the shop and die it a complete different colour. I remember at primary school in England, everyone in my class used to love my hair and used to say that I was special, and it made me feel so good. I never really had any problems about my hair when I was little, even when I went to primary school in France. But once I got to the age of about 10/11 and went to bigger school out in France, a lot of people used to call me names like 'carrot' (lol) and take the pee out of my hair, I know some people were kinda joking, but it still made me feel bad.. So one day, I decided to have blond highlights in my hair and then eventually die it blond, which I did, when I was about 12. (Unfortunately I don't have a photo, as at that age I hated having my photos taken.) I really liked it as I still had kinda ginger highlights in my hair. But one day I decided I wanted to change the colour, again. So when I was about 13 I decided to go to the hair dressers and die my hair a dark brown. I really liked it and never wanted to change it back to my natural colour, people were being so nice and saying nice things about my hair. But, it didn't take long to change my mind.. So I went to the shop and bought a product to de-colour my hair. And I went bright orange! So i decided to put like 4 blond hair-dyes on my hair (yes, my poor hair was ruined and took forever to grow!) And I kept it like that for a year or so, and then I turned 15. And guess what, i wanted to change, AGAIN! I always changed my mind, it was horrible lol. And in between that I kept cutting myself a fringe than hating it so let it grow and then cut it again.. I don't really know what was going on! So yeah, when I was 15 I decided to go brown again. (I did it myself so it came out nearly black the first day, I hated it!) I guess I just felt more comfortable knowing that people won't talk about the colour of my hair, I know it's a very silly thing to get a bit upset about, but it's true, it got me down, and I worried about what people would say about my hair. And then when I turned 16, I went to a new school, and thought that's it, I will get my natural hair colour back, and won't care about what everyone thinks, I will be proud of it. Also, my sister is getting married in may, and she asked me to be ginger for her wedding. So I de-coloured it again, and it has took about 2 nearly 3 years to get my natural colour back. And so today, I'm 18 (19 in a month) with very ginger, but beautiful hair, and I couldn't love it more. But I guess what makes me feel even more comfortable, is the fact that my boyfriend loves it.
 |
| ME AT 15 WITH VERY BROWN HAIR (All though you can see my ginger roots!) |
I used to love having brown hair, just because I felt like it went with a lot more, I dunno, I just seemed a bit more comfortable too. I was also scared that I would never find someone who would love me because I felt like every guy I knew never wanted to go out with a red head. I didn't want to feel different from everyone else, I wanted to blend it.. But then I realised, why do I want to be like everyone else? Everyone is different in their own way, I want to be special, and having ''red'' hair to me, is being special, and now I love it more than I ever did, and I am very happy with it. (Apart from the fact that I have split ends and I need it cut haha!)
