Just keep smiling..

Hey guys, I just thought I'd write this post because in the past few days things haven't gone quit to plan. I'm getting very stressed out and frustrated about it all and I can't help but let it get me down and it's hard to just stay positive the whole time. So, it's all pretty much about what is going to happen next year, about my new place. I have been having problems with the estate agent about the place we have reserved, and it could end up with us not even being able to have it. And it is so frustrating as we had planned every single little detail, we bought a ton of things to put in there, luckily we haven't finished ordering the furniture. We had planned and dreamt of how we wanted it to be, how we wanted it to look like inside.. and maybe it will never happen, all we can do is keep our hopes up that everything works out in the end and we are still able to move in there. We fell in love with this place as soon as we saw photos of it online, and we wanted to visit it straight away. It was the first and only place we visited, we didn't want anywhere else, we wanted this one. It's the perfect size for the both of us, all done up lovely, it the best and quietest area of the town, it's just lovely. We have just got to keep our fingers crossed that everything works out in the end. Also, there is the stress of trying to find a job for next year and the stress of going to Uni. I need to find a job as I need the extra money, and also I will need to occupy myself as I don't want to stay at home all day doing nothing. It's because I only have to retake a few lessons next year so I will have quit a lot of spare time. Finding a job is so hard and as I have never had any work experience really and being rejected by people/companies is so hurtful sometimes, it makes you feel like you are never going to be accepted anywhere and makes you want to give up. But then I was having a little think earlier and realised, it shouldn't get me down, I shouldn't get so stressed over it, because it just makes everything worse, it doesn't get anything sorted out.. You should just be brave and smile, don't let everything get to you. Just keep smiling, because no matter what, everything will be ok in the end.. ♥